This Should Never Happen with Anyone

  

          This should never happen with anyone 

Those words I keep saying often because i know what she did to me and i will never ever forget that. Okay. Let me start from the beginning.

I was waiting for a bus and suddenly i saw a beautiful girl. She was walking by the road straight opposite to me. I looked at her and at the same time she looked at me and we had a nice 2 to 4 seconds eye contact. I wasn’t sure about what was it. Was it a love at first sight? Was it just an attraction? Yeah she was looking pretty. But i was not sure.

Later the bus arrived and we both got on that bus and that was the moment our journey started. We did not know each other but still somehow we both were checking each other simultaneously. She reached her destination and she got off the bus. I was feeling a bit sad that our journey started together but didn’t ended together. But while going she smiled at me and i was cheerful, kind of blushing as i felt like something was there.

Another day. Same as usual i was waiting for the bus and all of a sudden she came with her scooty and asked me whether I wanted a lift somewhere? I said no the bus will come, thanks. She said, there is no bus today so you won’t get anyone who will give you a lift from here. I feel you are a nice guy so felt like giving a lift. I couldn’t regret her and sat behind her.

She asked my name, where i work, where i stay, everything. Literally everything. So i asked where you are heading now? She said some place which was near my apartment. So i said i am living near that area so can you drop me there? She said yes of course why not. So we continued our journey. She tilted her side mirror in an angle so she could see me. I noticed it and i too got a better chance to see her at the same time.

These things continued for a while and we fell in love. We started chatting late at night, we were talking on the phone for hours and hours, we were dating, gifting and doing all the things that lovers do. 6 months passed and suddenly she called me and said to meet. I said okay I will meet and talk. And i noticed that she was depressed about something. I met her and she hugged me as usual and said she is breaking up with me. I was totally shocked about what she was saying. I asked why. She said my father asked me to choose one thing. Either we or you. And i chose them. From now onwards, we will never be in any kind of relationship.

I was hurt. I was broken and crying. But i didn’t asked anything to her because like i was respecting her, i was also respecting her parents. So i said you did the right thing. You chose your parents and I’m happy with your decision. And we returned home. I was so broken by her words but never told her. After 2 weeks someone called on my phone asking whether you are in a relationship with that same girl? I said no. Two weeks back she broke up with me. That guy was kind of shocked and told me that he is her current boyfriend since the last 2 months. After hearing this i completely broke down and started to inquire about her from a lot more people from her surroundings.

This was what i heard about her. She loves to make new boyfriends after every 4 to 5 months. She just likes to roam with them, she likes to do all the things which lovers do. It was new to me so it took me about a year to be normal again. Later on a lot of things changed. I was stable at work, bought my own car, my own house and everything was going well. Suddenly i got a friend request on Facebook. It was her. I accepted it and pretended that i don’t know anything about her. She said “hi" i too replied and started chatting with me. I too continued for a timepass.

And she said, i wanna be with you for ever and don’t wanna leave you anymore. I knew that she was lying to me but still i continued. It was true that i had a feeling for her but my feelings were stable and in my own control so i was listening to her like let’s see how many lies she will tell. One day she asked me to pick her up from college. I went and picked her. She said i don’t wanna go home. Take me somewhere else. I asked which place you like to go? She said “garden" the same place where she used to go with her earlier boyfriend. I knew this but didn’t asked her. We went there, she hugged me and said she missed this hug so much and want to feel it more and more.

I asked what about your parents? Will they allow you to be with me now? She literally ignored my question and said not to talk about that i will convince them later. I said fine. And later i dropped her at home and went. Again the older things started but the time was changed. Talks, chats, everything was the same but without feelings. Because i knew that she would leave again…. Things started changing as expected. Timings of phone calls and chats changed. At the same time i also knew that she was in a relationship with one of my friends. The friend which i myself introduced to her just to check her loyalty.

But the same thing happened which i had expected. Now this time it was the end of my patience. I had controlled it for a long time and suddenly i got an idea. I told my friend to ask her for a date. And planned everything. On the day of the date, he took her to the hotel room and waited for my instructions. I knocked on the door and he opened. She was in bed covering herself in a blanket. I was in front of her, my friend was near me. I told her to wear clothes and take a seat. We have a lot to talk today. She came quietly and sat in front of us. I asked “why”.

She had nothing to tell but she was blaming my friend for calling her at that hotel room. He showed me his chats, calls recordings, everything. “Do you want to explain anything about this?” i asked. She was quiet. I said you know how much i loved you for those complete 2 years? From the day of our first eye sight till today. Even when you broke up with me i was still loving and respecting you but what did you do? Did you love me for once? Did you?

After the break-up someone called asking about our relationship and he told me that you were in a relationship with both of us at the same time? Why did you do that with me? Do you have any idea how much i suffered from your behaviour? Of course you like to play with everyone but what was my mistake that you treated me this way? You know what? The way you hurt my feelings, my trust point, like this way i will never ever trust any human being anymore. You made me stone hearted.

And one more thing, you told all of your friends that i used you for my physical desire and left you? Do you know that your all friends are in my contact and they don’t trust you about all the bullshit you told them? Do you? Do you want me to call your bestie and ask for the same? “And i called her best friend”. She said she knows that she does like that. Even though she warned her a lot of times, she never listened to her and did what she wanted to. She said i am a good guy and don’t fall again for her she will only play with you. She only used you for her own benefits. For her you were like a puppet with whom she played and when she felt bored she left you.

And meanwhile everything was recording. Just for my safety. I kept recording and told her that I would drop her at home. She started crying in front of me and said not to tell anybody anything about this. I said okay i will not. But promise me that you will never do this to anyone again. Everyone will not be the same as i am. She said okay i will not repeat this thing ever again in my life. I will try to be a good person in the future and will never hurt anyone.

Me and my friend dropped her at her home safely and came back.

Nowadays it’s very difficult to find a real love or a soulmate. Its not like there isn’t but its too difficult to find one for yourself. I fell for her, i got hurt, i learnt something and i didn’t repeated the same thing again. Sometimes somewhere somehow i see her but never met her talk to her or had eye contact….

I hope she won’t hurt anyone anymore.